If I have a pain that lasts for any length of time, I fear the cancer has come back. Paranoid? Yes, I am. But, I think, in this situation, the paranoia is normal. I had a diagnosis hit me from out of the blue, in fact, the last words I said to the doctor performing the test was, "Well, we know it's not cancer, or I'd already be dead." I was 38 years old, it was not supposed to be cancer. The next words he said to me were, "We found cancer." I am much more in tune to my body nowadays. Yes, I am paranoid.
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My photo has nothing to do with my words but I figure that's ok. I'm excited the dark-eyed juncos are back, winter is coming!
Lisa.............(( Arms wrapping around you! )) I have held you so close in heart with such great respect....through the eye of your camera I have grown to love you. I so remember when i discovered your blog....I knew it was a marriage your eye and your camera. You have taught me so much.made me reach out and learn.......thank you!!!! Hugs TJ
ReplyDeleteI love your words, your 'bravery' (bet you hate when people say that, sorry) and your photos. Keep it up...................please.
ReplyDeleteOh, and of course, as you know..............I LOVE your puppy :)
Tina x
I know you will be ever vigilant - and i don't blame you. But if that's what it's going to take to make sure you're around to keep on taking your marvelous pictures - to be there for your family - and to be there for all of us - then you go for it, girl.
ReplyDeleteLisa, love your art! Love your words, and I love your heart. Hugs!! Pattyann
ReplyDeleteYes, it certainly is okay and I understand how easy it is to be cautious (yeah, I fool myself - paranoid isn't the word I'd choose AND I don't worry, either...it's concern >wink-wink<). BUT....I love those little junco's too, Lisa...I do, and mine are back also. They're precious, they are.
ReplyDeleteI haven't seen the juncos here yet but I do love them.
ReplyDeleteI adore what TJ has written. Hugs to you my friend!
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful bird. And how good of him to pose by that lovely red leaf for you!
ReplyDeleteThat is an awful thing to have hanging over your head and you were and are so young..I don't have any words of wisdom, just caring support....I have a couple of male juncos and one red-breasted nuthatch visiting my western Ny yard. Darn it really is heading into winter.....
ReplyDeleteThe Juncos are so dang cute - I love seeing them too.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you beat the cancer, because I'm thankful to have you as a friend.
What a cute little bird...we don't get those in our neck of the woods so I really enjoyed this fella!
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